" you're my only hope "

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Family? Yes ofc i'm going to start my first post by introducing my little family. As you can see, I'm the eldest and i'm also the youngest! *wink* Undeniable, growing up being the only daughter is such a bless. Shower with lots of love and attention. Alhamdulillah, i could not ask for more. They are the best. 

But still, everything in this life have pro and cons. The cons of being the ' anak tunggal ' ni paling terasa bila kena berpisah especially when I decided to persue my degree, here in Ukm. I remembered cried myself out worrying about them. It isn't about being manja, cengeng or tak berdikari. It's all about worrying  who's going to take care after them? I know it sound cliche but being the one who witness their hardships and sickness, it's not. 

We are too busy that we don't realise that our parents also getting older day by day. But guess what makes me stronger than before? That's when I decided to put my 100% trust on Allah. I believe him. I strongly believe that He is going to take care of my parents and they always in a good hand. By that, I survive here.

To whoever is reading this, I prayed that our parents will stay healthy and being able to witness our graduation day, our marriage day and their cucu *ni paling semua mak mak nantikan okay, tak sabar nak main main dengan cucu katanya*. For those who just lose their parent, be strong dear. They are in better place right now and ofc, they must be proud of you. Semoga Allah tempatkan mereka dikalangan orang beriman. Aamin. Al-Fatihah.




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